I also turn off the chat interface

I want to die, really, this idea has been many times, especially on the third year. I really do not understand why I want to finish the eleven years of knowledge in the year of the third year. Every day to learn, I have been almost overwhelmed by those books, and even now, I see those books are vomiting. I began to become more and more irritable, often swearing, and even some eccentric, do not want to talk with others, even the only intimate blue Yan friends do not want to Dali, I really do not know how it is now.
This state lasted until the appearance of "he".
"He" is my online understanding of a called "always in" friends, is a man, a friend, I first told him the words.
"Your name is real!"
"If you know the meaning of the net name you will not say so"
"What can I mean?" I asked.
"You'll know later."
"Cut". Did not think he was so boring, I also turn off the chat interface.
I thought about what happened these days, the school is mostly boring and trivial things, ruthless, and really do not know how to choose their own high school, and now think about really regret. But also feel very warm, my blue Yan good friends from my primary school sophomore transfer on a class, primary school is the case, junior high school is the case, high school is the case, or is the same class, or else is the adjacent class, that is the case, From the beginning of the understanding, has been eleven years, perhaps because of the reasons for the examination, the other students have left, only we are still in a school, that is, for this reason, we become friends. High school, and our pressure is great, but he test art, I test culture, the face of college entrance examination, he is much easier. I have been jealous and strong face, coupled with the recent results have been unstable, more irritable, temper is getting bigger and bigger, he had several times to talk to me but I have refused, and even with Some swearing. click resources | like it | i thought about this | look at this website | weblink | additional info